well just now gv her slapped not once instead of twice. y she slapping? when u hear u might say me stupid, idiot, and stubborn .... i make it her slap me.... at least make me much more better ,still noe the pain,still noe i'm lost yet , y i do like tat?? cuz i scare i'm going wrong road choose wrong path . . . . this slap make me understand many thing. i cannot whole life also need my cousin tell him how sad i'm. I understand all the way i thinking are wrong. Well there is another main reason y wanted she slap me . . .but i keep it first and will tell when time is come .
