blow up

today this morning i just suddenly blow up my emotion tat i have keep
it so loong......the person i was scold is my grandma.....i'm so pissed....
i also dunno why i get such so angry about it.....everybody just only how to scold me
say i not use brain......i know i angry is my wrong.....but i such so angry also wan people notice me
just like just now even i so sad also nobody care me....
they just only know say my stubborn.....they say my parent are most love me....
but i can't see it.....not even feel it.......could they just don't scold me just a moment and listen
what i say ma!?i just need people to listen me what i feel.....what is my feeling.....
i really wanted them just sit down and listen to me....i finally know actually i'm not so hate my parents,just what i want is they noticed,attention and love.....tat all i wan...
also cant ma?other ppl scold me i not care,i just hope tat my family would sit down peacefully
and have some talk....just give me this....just onli this i would very greatful.
if still like dis i really become crazy.....i'm xiao zhi.....and i also hope i was not.....